evil or what?

this is how evil i can get
i got to noe a person
killed e person
revived e person
killed e person again
den revived the pereson yet again
and i did that at least 4 times altogether
what can i say?
i don't know
say its just a game?
i cant face reality
not anymore
i ain't perfect
so what can i do?
im sorry
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